Saturday, October 04, 2008
8:05 PM
it feels really good to be away from work. but time really flies when you're away. tmr's sunday and monday im back doing routines. hmm routines for children..yes. but for adults, nu-uh.
graduation in december. hehe finallyyy something to look forward to. mum was so pissed when she saw my bill this morning. she nagged and nagged and nagged. then she said she didnt want to attend my graduation. i was so sad la..but of course she didnt mean it. hehe i know she loves me. i really really need to control my hp usage. probably aft work, put in a safe, lock it up then put in another safe, lock it up.
it sucks having ur bf away for sooo long. its so hard to communicate. u dont communicate, u feel miserable. u communicate often, ur bill shoots up to 300. its soo frustrating la. and u're just not urself. u get frustrated easily even at the littlest things. then u get very emotional. at times, u just feel insecure. haiz everything is just not right.
raya this year feels different. i feel olddd. my first year of giving instead of receiving. i guess every raya gives u a different feeling. like last yr, i got really emotional..hmm this yr was a happy one for me even tho collection kurangg siket haha.
slamat hari rayaaa. :)
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